deplore: (два)
kairosclerosis )
fandom: exo, chanyeol-centric (suchan, krisyeol, baekyeol)
length: ~1,800w
rating: pg-13 for non-explicit sexual material
summary: people look at chanyeol like he's something special, but he doesn't see it - maybe that's why he doesn't know how to recognize something special when he's got it. (“you don’t get it,” yifan says, as chanyeol starts unbuttoning his shirt. “it’s because there’s nothing that people look at you - because everybody can just fill in what they want.”)
notes: written for the prompt "He’s not thinking anything. He’s just a heartbreaker; he’s a wolf. He’s a womanizer, a Don Juan, a Casanova — you want all the synonyms? He’s not a mean person, and he’s not unconscious, but he’s not conscious of how much harm he can do to other people. He’s a player, and when he’s looking in other people’s eyes, he needs to see this sparkle, and this look and feel that he is this dominant force, and that he’s the reason for that sparkle.

And these people who want to be loved by everyone, but who can love anyone but themselves, he’s one of those."
deplore: (Default)
forward motion )
fandom: exo - sukai
length: ~1,500w
rating: pg
summary: written for the prompt "“When you stop expecting people to be perfect, you can like them for who they are.” ― Donald Miller". best read as a series of drabbles that are loosely connected rather than a coherent piece, tbh. the last part is in commemoration of the epic sukai hug that made me board the ship, haha.

exo porn

Jan. 20th, 2013 10:58 pm
deplore: (один)
fandom: exo - baektao, krisbaek, kaixing
rating: r (sex) (it's all sex, all of it)
length: 1000w / 1,100w / 400w
summary/notes: it's literally just pwp: kaixing handjobs, krisbaek edging, baektao blowjobs. i don't guarantee quality bc i could not mentally bring myself to proofread these after writing them tbqh. (i am marginally fond of the krisbaek piece bc edging is hot and someday i'm going to write some kinky shit nobody will ever see bc i'll be too embarrassed to post it haha ah...)

Read more... )
deplore: (шесть)
when the lily blooms )
fandom: exo - lay-centric, chinaline (implied lay/chinaline all over the place, especially layhan, krislay)
length: ~7,500w
rating: PG-13
warnings: this fic deals with the subject of death/the process of dying as one of the overarching themes.
summary: People who are able to do the extraordinary are known to have short lifespans, and Yixing’s a high school student who finds one day that he is able to heal. But the world doesn't stop so that one boy can decide what to do when he is going to die, and the path to the end might be an unexpected one.
notes:
under the cut. )

misc.

Dec. 23rd, 2012 11:43 pm
deplore: (Default)
"to share & to love"
fandom: exo - chen/kai
rating: pg
length: ~2000
prompt: “Happiness is like a kiss. You must share it to enjoy it.”— Bernard Meltzer
the first fic i have ever written chen or kai in aka 2000 words of me going "who r u 2" "i wrote jongdae instead of jongin again sigh" "i wrote jongin instead of jongdae again 6___9" "i wrote jongin instead of jongin ag - oh wait no that's right"

Jongin doesn’t really expect Jongdae to keep his word but every time he comes back from China from then on out, Jongdae comes back with a different present in tow.  )

"the past and the present (night and day)"
fandom: infinite - hoya/dongwoo (side hoya/sunggyu)
rating: pg-13
length: ~1500
prompt: "hoya/dongwoo. a night of sharing where they talks about their past relationships"
proving i am literally incapable of writing infinite fic without inserting my favorite hipster ship in every time. i tried writing in a different style but i don't know that it was particularly effective...

The first girl that Dongwoo fell in love with, he tells Hoya, was without a doubt the most beautiful person that he has ever known.  )

misc.

Dec. 23rd, 2012 11:24 pm
deplore: (шесть)
"the natural progression of things"
fandom: exo - taoris
rating: pg
length: ~800w
for the prompt "tao outgrowing kris but kris still trying to hang on"

theirs is a relationship formed with a careful balance: Tao needs somebody to rely on, and Kris needs somebody to need him. )

"winter is a time for comfort"
fandom: exo - taoris
rating: pg
length: ~950w
the other one was sad so i wrote something not sad to bring balance!

Winter is a season for sharing things that aren’t normally shared, like secrets and blankets, or scarves and dreams. )

"milk tea, peppermint mochas"
fandom: exo - xinglu
rating: pg
length: ~750
this, along with the next three, are things i wrote in celebration of being over with finals!! i wrote them instead of studying for my last final!! so at least if i failed that final i hopefully brought happiness to somebody.... Q___Q all of them have been edited from the original slightly, mostly to get rid of the awkwardness that comes with first drafts haha. this one is for the prompt xinglu coffee shop au.

both of them know that Lu Han has already ordered, as always, a cup of milk tea - but he’ll end up drinking all of Yixing’s coffee anyway. )

"compare/contrast"
fandom: exo - sekai
rating: pg
length: ~750

Jongin likes Sehun because there is just the right amount of similarities and dissimilarities between them.  )

"catch me"
fandom: exo - krisbaek
rating: pg
length: ~950
prompt: airport fancam of kris readjusting baekhyun's beanie.

Baekhyun thinks that he first falls in love in the airport as Exo returns to Seoul from Thailand. )

"the first page of a long book"
fandom: exo - baektao
rating: pg
length: ~750
prompt: first meeting

The first time they meet, Zitao greets Baekhyun with a ninety degree bow and stays in that position for almost ten seconds. Baekhyun knows because he keeps track in his head,  )
deplore: (Default)
infinite: woogyu hatesex.
length: ~1800
rated r for obvious reasons
hahaha wow i still can't believe i wrote this /o\ originally written for meme sometime last month.

by the time that Woohyun corners Sunggyu against a wall, his resentment has already been smouldering for far too long. )

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minseok is a nice guy
exo: minseok, lu han
length: ~900
rated: pg.
this was back when we didn't know anything about exo and i didn't really write fanfiction, aka A REALLY LONG TIME AGO. i'm 99.9% sure this will never go anywhere, so i abandoned it :')

There’s a pause; Lu Han frowns slightly, his brow furrowed in thought - “So let’s say, theoretically, there was... I don’t know. A pink elephant outside that you happened to be distracted by.” )

deplore: (четыре)
after the cherry blossoms fall )
fandom: Exo - Taoris
rating: PG-13
length: ~6600
description: Sequel to Notice Me This Year. Kris Wu is the most popular guy in high school. He definitely does not watch bad television dramas because he enjoys them. And it's not as if he's never been on a date, or had a first kiss, or understands how to deal with having a crush on his underclassman Huang Zitao, or how to handle  talking to other people in general. Nope, he's definitely just as cool as all the girls say he is. Definitely.
author's notes: i'm sorry for everything and i promise the next thing i write for exo will not be a travesty like this. like with "notice me this year," please do not take anything in this seriously :')
also, the title has nothing to do with the fic, but it's a play off that stereotypical shojo manga scene where the characters stand there and there are flower petals blowing dramatically around. even back in my manga reading days i could never take that seriously...
deplore: (Default)
fandom: Boyfriend - Donghyun, Youngmin, Kwangmin
length: ~650
rating: PG
description: Kwangmin and Youngmin huddle in front of a space heater, and Donghyun thinks to himself that there is more to their relationship than people can possibly understand.

People often say that their twins are awkward with each other, but Donghyun is not one of them. He thinks that they simply speak to each other in ways that people cannot easily understand. )


fandom: Exo - Baekyeol
length: ~850
rating: PG
description: Chanyeol's hands are cold and Baekhyun's are warm, but Baekhyun lets him hold them together anyway, even though he is not in love.

“The first day it snows, and of course I get caught outside without a winter coat,” Chanyeol says, attempting to crack a joke while he shivers in his lightweight jacket. )


fandom: Infinite - Woohyun
length: ~350
rating: PG
description: When the weather turns cold, Woohyun spends more and more time in the kitchen and finds happiness at the dinner table.

“Winter is a time to feed your body and your soul,” his grandmother once told him, and cooking does feed his soul. )


author's notes: it snowed recently, so i wrote about winter. but honestly, none of these are actually about winter...?  i like the first and third but in the second i got confused about where it was going (haha...ha) because i didn't want to write a typical unrequited-love-for-your-best-friend fic. the third one is fairly personal, but in a vague way. i think maybe some people will know what i mean when i say that, but not everybody, and that's okay! i'm of the opinion that when it comes to writing, people should take things for what they think they are and not worry about what they think the writer wants them to take things for. 

also, i really don't know much about boyfriend but i wish i knew more bc i have been jamming out to janus for the last week. the first is my gut reaction to what i do know about them. this is one of the few things i wrote on paper originally.

even though these are short, i hope they are enjoyable. also, allow me to not-so-subtly advertise this post i made asking for prompts (¬‿¬)

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Nov. 22nd, 2012 01:10 am
deplore: (три)
notice me this year )
fandom: EXO, Taoris
rating: PG-13
length: ~5000
description: Zitao has an unfortunate crush on the most desirable guy at school, Kris Wu. He also hangs out with these losers, Lu Han, Byun Baekhyun, and Oh Sehun. All-in-all, it is a practice in daily embarrassment and masochism.
author's notes: Originally written for seoulfulness for the prompt "shoujo manga!au; kris seems to be perpetually surrounded by sparkles, even when he's sweaty and gross after being awesome at basketball. it's getting rather distracting. kris-sempai will never notice you. (◡︿◡✿)" - here. please do not take anything in this fic seriously haha :') 

misc.

Nov. 9th, 2012 12:06 am
deplore: (шесть)
i hate camera )
fandom: exo, suho-centric, kaibaek
length: ~2,000
written for [livejournal.com profile] seoulfulness, originally posted here, this has minor edits.


various meme things )
fandoms: exo (taoris), infinite (myungyeol), super junior (minwook)
various things i did anon. please don't take them seriously haha. two were originally posted here for a 15 minute challenge and idek where the third one is originally but i remember anons linking to a yahooanswers about a guy having a crisis in which he discovered his girlfriend was his boyfriend and the other person thought he was a girl. so anons suggested minwook for the situation and i was like lol ok and took it too seriously



nice legs, daisy dukes )
the only necessary information about this is that in my gdrive it's titled "haha BUTTS" and it's about chen (and xiumin by proxy) on tumblr :3
(prompt: Chen/Xiumin/Tao. "The two of them running the Official Korean Fanclub for Tao's Butt and Thighs.")

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Oct. 29th, 2012 11:56 am
deplore: (четыре)
and then, your heart drops )
fandom: EXO, Baekyeol
rating: R-18, for non-explicit sexual material
length: ~2,500
description: post-apocalyptic au. Chanyeol learns, slowly, how to let go of what once was and to fill the spaces with the future.
author's notes: originally written for [livejournal.com profile] seoulfulness for the prompt: 'http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbvut31EgW1qi53dmo1_1280.png
"suspension bridge theory?" ... "in a scary situation, you confuse the throb of fear with the throb of passion"'. and posted here. this version is pretty significantly expanded - it almost doubled in length! although everything is p much the same haha. and i resolved a pretty big plot hole i noticed in the original fill, too. i should... really edit my fics more before i post them/

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Oct. 29th, 2012 11:56 am
deplore: (четыре)
and then, your heart drops )
fandom: EXO, Baekyeol
rating: R-18, for non-explicit sexual material
length: ~2,500
description: post-apocalyptic au. Chanyeol learns, slowly, how to let go of what once was and to fill the spaces with the future.
author's notes: originally written for [livejournal.com profile] seoulfulness for the prompt: 'http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbvut31EgW1qi53dmo1_1280.png
"suspension bridge theory?" ... "in a scary situation, you confuse the throb of fear with the throb of passion"'. and posted here. this version is pretty significantly expanded - it almost doubled in length! although everything is p much the same haha. and i resolved a pretty big plot hole i noticed in the original fill, too. i should... really edit my fics more before i post them/
deplore: (пуат)
a contemplation on different kinds of regret )
fandom: exo-m
length: ~500
description: Tao kills, marks, thinks. Originally posted here, edited.
deplore: (пуат)
a contemplation on different kinds of regret )
fandom: exo-m
length: ~500
description: Tao kills, marks, thinks. Originally posted here, edited.
deplore: (пуат)
a contemplation on different kinds of regret )
fandom: exo-m
length: ~500
description: Tao kills, marks, thinks. Originally posted here, edited.

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Sep. 29th, 2012 07:18 pm
deplore: (один)
because darkness is needed for starlight )
fandoms: Super Junior-M, Exo
length: ~550
description: Zhou Mi and Tao hug, because sometimes that's all you really need.

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Sep. 29th, 2012 07:18 pm
deplore: (один)
because darkness is needed for starlight )
fandoms: Super Junior-M, Exo
length: ~550
description: Zhou Mi and Tao hug, because sometimes that's all you really need.

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Sep. 29th, 2012 07:18 pm
deplore: (один)
because darkness is needed for starlight )
 
fandoms: Super Junior-N, Exo-M.
length: ~550
description: Zhou Mi and Tao hug, because sometimes that's all you really need.