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i will write you things for valentine's day. but not because i like you or anything. GOSH!!!
leave me a fandom, pairing and prompt! optional: time limit, wordcount (pls be reasonable is all i ask)

i might not do all of these tonight but i will try to finish them asap!
(also here's your real vday's card
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kairosclerosis )
fandom: exo, chanyeol-centric (suchan, krisyeol, baekyeol)
length: ~1,800w
rating: pg-13 for non-explicit sexual material
summary: people look at chanyeol like he's something special, but he doesn't see it - maybe that's why he doesn't know how to recognize something special when he's got it. (“you don’t get it,” yifan says, as chanyeol starts unbuttoning his shirt. “it’s because there’s nothing that people look at you - because everybody can just fill in what they want.”)
notes: written for the prompt "He’s not thinking anything. He’s just a heartbreaker; he’s a wolf. He’s a womanizer, a Don Juan, a Casanova — you want all the synonyms? He’s not a mean person, and he’s not unconscious, but he’s not conscious of how much harm he can do to other people. He’s a player, and when he’s looking in other people’s eyes, he needs to see this sparkle, and this look and feel that he is this dominant force, and that he’s the reason for that sparkle.

And these people who want to be loved by everyone, but who can love anyone but themselves, he’s one of those."
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forward motion )
fandom: exo - sukai
length: ~1,500w
rating: pg
summary: written for the prompt "“When you stop expecting people to be perfect, you can like them for who they are.” ― Donald Miller". best read as a series of drabbles that are loosely connected rather than a coherent piece, tbh. the last part is in commemoration of the epic sukai hug that made me board the ship, haha.

exo porn

Jan. 20th, 2013 10:58 pm
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fandom: exo - baektao, krisbaek, kaixing
rating: r (sex) (it's all sex, all of it)
length: 1000w / 1,100w / 400w
summary/notes: it's literally just pwp: kaixing handjobs, krisbaek edging, baektao blowjobs. i don't guarantee quality bc i could not mentally bring myself to proofread these after writing them tbqh. (i am marginally fond of the krisbaek piece bc edging is hot and someday i'm going to write some kinky shit nobody will ever see bc i'll be too embarrassed to post it haha ah...)

Read more... )
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when the lights will go out )
fandom: School 2013 - Heungsoo-centric, some Heungsoo/Namsoon
rating: PG-13 (non-explicit sexual content)
length: ~2,500w
summary: There are three Go Namsoons in Heungsoo's mind: there's the Namsoon from before, there's the Namsoon who lives in his dreams, and there's the Namsoon in real life. All of them haunt him in different ways.
notes: i will probably write more of this after s2013 ends. probably! i think a happy ending would be better, haha. i know it ended kind of abruptly, which i did bc i wanted to end it at a good turning point in case i do write more instead of arbitrarily trailing off at the latest episode, if that makes sense? u__u

breathe out

Jan. 4th, 2013 10:21 pm
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breathe out )
fandom: Infinite, Sunggyu-centric (the woogyu is mostly a lie)
length: ~5,250w
rating: PG
summary: For rather silly and petty reasons, Sunggyu takes pilates lessons. Twelve weeks of humiliation, eating like a sad bunny rabbit, and physical agony ensue. This fic also contains the line, “Sunggyu hyung, you have a serious hateboner for Nam Woohyun. Did you know that?”
notes: the reason i wrote this - my friend convinced me to start going to our college’s free weekly pilates lessons in the middle of fall semester. every time i show up, it’s just.... “why... am i here again....... (;▽;)”. this fic is a reflection of that agony, but is definitely not a dig against pilates itself, bc i actually do enjoy it, just not the crippling soreness in the morning afterwards Q___Q
please don’t take anything in this fic seriously hahaha it’s just 5k of me being silly and pointless


Jan. 2nd, 2013 12:29 pm
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crossroads )
fandom: Super Junior | Ryeowook-centric, Sungmin/Ryeowook
length: ~7,000w
rating: PG-13 (some sexual content)
summary: Super Junior disbands, so Ryeowook and Sungmin go on a trip around the world. They call it a vacation, but somehow it feels more like running away.
notes: sometime in December I said something along the lines of “I think I can post a Super Junior fic soon but now that I’ve said this I’ve probably jinxed it and I’ll need another two months!!” but i only ended up needing... one extra month!! :’( this fic changed radically from its inception in terms of plot, but at the same time, i think that it’s not a bad thing at all. anyway, i hope to write more suju in the future because Super Junior is actually the group i’ve probably seriously followed for the longest Q__Q
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when the lily blooms )
fandom: exo - lay-centric, chinaline (implied lay/chinaline all over the place, especially layhan, krislay)
length: ~7,500w
rating: PG-13
warnings: this fic deals with the subject of death/the process of dying as one of the overarching themes.
summary: People who are able to do the extraordinary are known to have short lifespans, and Yixing’s a high school student who finds one day that he is able to heal. But the world doesn't stop so that one boy can decide what to do when he is going to die, and the path to the end might be an unexpected one.
under the cut. )


Dec. 23rd, 2012 11:43 pm
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"to share & to love"
fandom: exo - chen/kai
rating: pg
length: ~2000
prompt: “Happiness is like a kiss. You must share it to enjoy it.”— Bernard Meltzer
the first fic i have ever written chen or kai in aka 2000 words of me going "who r u 2" "i wrote jongdae instead of jongin again sigh" "i wrote jongin instead of jongdae again 6___9" "i wrote jongin instead of jongin ag - oh wait no that's right"

Jongin doesn’t really expect Jongdae to keep his word but every time he comes back from China from then on out, Jongdae comes back with a different present in tow.  )

"the past and the present (night and day)"
fandom: infinite - hoya/dongwoo (side hoya/sunggyu)
rating: pg-13
length: ~1500
prompt: "hoya/dongwoo. a night of sharing where they talks about their past relationships"
proving i am literally incapable of writing infinite fic without inserting my favorite hipster ship in every time. i tried writing in a different style but i don't know that it was particularly effective...

The first girl that Dongwoo fell in love with, he tells Hoya, was without a doubt the most beautiful person that he has ever known.  )


Dec. 23rd, 2012 11:24 pm
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"the natural progression of things"
fandom: exo - taoris
rating: pg
length: ~800w
for the prompt "tao outgrowing kris but kris still trying to hang on"

theirs is a relationship formed with a careful balance: Tao needs somebody to rely on, and Kris needs somebody to need him. )

"winter is a time for comfort"
fandom: exo - taoris
rating: pg
length: ~950w
the other one was sad so i wrote something not sad to bring balance!

Winter is a season for sharing things that aren’t normally shared, like secrets and blankets, or scarves and dreams. )

"milk tea, peppermint mochas"
fandom: exo - xinglu
rating: pg
length: ~750
this, along with the next three, are things i wrote in celebration of being over with finals!! i wrote them instead of studying for my last final!! so at least if i failed that final i hopefully brought happiness to somebody.... Q___Q all of them have been edited from the original slightly, mostly to get rid of the awkwardness that comes with first drafts haha. this one is for the prompt xinglu coffee shop au.

both of them know that Lu Han has already ordered, as always, a cup of milk tea - but he’ll end up drinking all of Yixing’s coffee anyway. )

fandom: exo - sekai
rating: pg
length: ~750

Jongin likes Sehun because there is just the right amount of similarities and dissimilarities between them.  )

"catch me"
fandom: exo - krisbaek
rating: pg
length: ~950
prompt: airport fancam of kris readjusting baekhyun's beanie.

Baekhyun thinks that he first falls in love in the airport as Exo returns to Seoul from Thailand. )

"the first page of a long book"
fandom: exo - baektao
rating: pg
length: ~750
prompt: first meeting

The first time they meet, Zitao greets Baekhyun with a ninety degree bow and stays in that position for almost ten seconds. Baekhyun knows because he keeps track in his head,  )
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infinite: woogyu hatesex.
length: ~1800
rated r for obvious reasons
hahaha wow i still can't believe i wrote this /o\ originally written for meme sometime last month.

by the time that Woohyun corners Sunggyu against a wall, his resentment has already been smouldering for far too long. )

- - -

minseok is a nice guy
exo: minseok, lu han
length: ~900
rated: pg.
this was back when we didn't know anything about exo and i didn't really write fanfiction, aka A REALLY LONG TIME AGO. i'm 99.9% sure this will never go anywhere, so i abandoned it :')

There’s a pause; Lu Han frowns slightly, his brow furrowed in thought - “So let’s say, theoretically, there was... I don’t know. A pink elephant outside that you happened to be distracted by.” )

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after the cherry blossoms fall )
fandom: Exo - Taoris
rating: PG-13
length: ~6600
description: Sequel to Notice Me This Year. Kris Wu is the most popular guy in high school. He definitely does not watch bad television dramas because he enjoys them. And it's not as if he's never been on a date, or had a first kiss, or understands how to deal with having a crush on his underclassman Huang Zitao, or how to handle  talking to other people in general. Nope, he's definitely just as cool as all the girls say he is. Definitely.
author's notes: i'm sorry for everything and i promise the next thing i write for exo will not be a travesty like this. like with "notice me this year," please do not take anything in this seriously :')
also, the title has nothing to do with the fic, but it's a play off that stereotypical shojo manga scene where the characters stand there and there are flower petals blowing dramatically around. even back in my manga reading days i could never take that seriously...
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fandom: Boyfriend - Donghyun, Youngmin, Kwangmin
length: ~650
rating: PG
description: Kwangmin and Youngmin huddle in front of a space heater, and Donghyun thinks to himself that there is more to their relationship than people can possibly understand.

People often say that their twins are awkward with each other, but Donghyun is not one of them. He thinks that they simply speak to each other in ways that people cannot easily understand. )

fandom: Exo - Baekyeol
length: ~850
rating: PG
description: Chanyeol's hands are cold and Baekhyun's are warm, but Baekhyun lets him hold them together anyway, even though he is not in love.

“The first day it snows, and of course I get caught outside without a winter coat,” Chanyeol says, attempting to crack a joke while he shivers in his lightweight jacket. )

fandom: Infinite - Woohyun
length: ~350
rating: PG
description: When the weather turns cold, Woohyun spends more and more time in the kitchen and finds happiness at the dinner table.

“Winter is a time to feed your body and your soul,” his grandmother once told him, and cooking does feed his soul. )

author's notes: it snowed recently, so i wrote about winter. but honestly, none of these are actually about winter...?  i like the first and third but in the second i got confused about where it was going (haha...ha) because i didn't want to write a typical unrequited-love-for-your-best-friend fic. the third one is fairly personal, but in a vague way. i think maybe some people will know what i mean when i say that, but not everybody, and that's okay! i'm of the opinion that when it comes to writing, people should take things for what they think they are and not worry about what they think the writer wants them to take things for. 

also, i really don't know much about boyfriend but i wish i knew more bc i have been jamming out to janus for the last week. the first is my gut reaction to what i do know about them. this is one of the few things i wrote on paper originally.

even though these are short, i hope they are enjoyable. also, allow me to not-so-subtly advertise this post i made asking for prompts (¬‿¬)
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leave me prompts!

i'm not sure how much response this will get bc i don't really friend people with this account, but! i like a little direction when i decide what to write, so i'm opening up to prompts. actually, if i have prompts i tend to write much faster, too. prompts of any sort are fine; i would love it if they could include a pairing and some sort of idea (it could be a plot, song lyrics, a challenge to write in a certain style, including certain words) but even just one or the other would do. i cannot guarantee quality nor quantity, but i will definitely try my best (❁´◡`❁)

groups i will almost definitely write for: exo, super junior, infinite
groups i could be persuaded to write for: u-kiss, boyfriend, ze:a, shinee (one of these does not belong...)
if there are any you're not sure about, just ask and i will let you whether or not i am familiar with/feel comfortable writing about that group.

anon posting should be on, although they will be initially screened. i do not log ips.


Nov. 26th, 2012 11:55 pm
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midheaven )
fandom: Infinite - OT7
rating: PG-13
length: ~11,000
description: astronaut au. Seven young astronauts in training are given the honor of becoming the first crew of the Infinite, a spacecraft that will revolutionize space exploration. In exchange, they will sacrifice their futures.
author's notes: i'm so sorry to any physics/astronomy people who read this seriously, i made so much stuff up :( and i barely remember how special relativity works so i cannot really account for accuracy. writing this was an exercise in me figuring out which members i know well enough to write about (haha) so if you're wondering, "why does ___ not get that much presence??" it's.... bc i didn't really know what i was doing when i wrote them :( but anyway, i hope it is enjoyable despite its flaws!! it's the longest one-shot i've ever written. i was seriously like ⊙▽⊙ when i realized i would need two posts for the whole thing.
re: my on-going ot7 infinite fic - it's coming along. i do best when i have a lot of different things to work on simultaneously, so i always have something that i have some inspiration to work on. it just happens that this one was finished first.


Nov. 26th, 2012 11:42 pm
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midheaven - part 2 )

The midheaven is a point of definition that aims to find the part of the ecliptic that corresponds
to the highest point in a celestial object's apparent daily traverse of the visible sky,
midway between its ascension on the eastern horizon and descension on the western horizon.
The midheaven does not represent the point immediately overhead (our local zenith),
but the point at which that meridian intersects with the ecliptic.
The Midheaven is one of the most important angles in the birth chart.
It traditionally indicates career, status, aim in life, aspirations, public reputation, and our life goal.


Nov. 22nd, 2012 01:10 am
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notice me this year )
fandom: EXO, Taoris
rating: PG-13
length: ~5000
description: Zitao has an unfortunate crush on the most desirable guy at school, Kris Wu. He also hangs out with these losers, Lu Han, Byun Baekhyun, and Oh Sehun. All-in-all, it is a practice in daily embarrassment and masochism.
author's notes: Originally written for seoulfulness for the prompt "shoujo manga!au; kris seems to be perpetually surrounded by sparkles, even when he's sweaty and gross after being awesome at basketball. it's getting rather distracting. kris-sempai will never notice you. (◡︿◡✿)" - here. please do not take anything in this fic seriously haha :') 

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fandom: Infinite
length: ~10,500/35,000
rating: pg-13
description: In the distant future, something slips - reality shifts, time becomes fluid, and so do the people living in it. 

destruction resolution | ship of theseus | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7

author's notes:
Destruction Resolution was originally written and posted here
I actually have a lot of things to say about this piece but I don't want to bore you all with the details and/or give things away I haven't yet posted, but by the time all 7 parts are done, I will probably compile a little list of thoughts on writing this! Feedback and concrit are always welcome.
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It makes him feel a bit wretched, but he knows that he must suffer what he has to, a and he resolves that he must, at the very least, protect the people that he cares about, even if that means giving up his dreams. )

Ship of Theseus
You can replace any individual part of a ship, and it is still the same ship.
So, you can replace them all, one at a time, and it is still the same ship.
However, you can also take all the original parts and assemble them into a ship.
That, too, is the same ship that you began with.

destruction resolution | ship of theseus | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7